Everything about this place is a dream -- or at least what it looks like in my dreams. I couldn't be more grateful for finally seeing this place with my own eyes, finally. 

Here is something I wrote on the plane while going back home. I wrote this in the dark since the lights were off for people to sleep on the flight (hence the messy writing). I am currently editing a few images from my trip... I also have two rolls of film to develop, hopefully I can share those soon.

I don't know how I got here.

Working for a company/brand many people want to work with...

Working with some of my favorite music artists'...

People actually appreciating/noticing my photos and what I do...

It's just crazy to me (in a good way). Sometimes it all feels like a dream.

Like all of it is way too good to be true.

But it's real. This is my life. And I'm grateful for it -- I wish I had the words to explain the way I feel.

Thank you to anyone who believes in me... I don't want your love/appreci...

I really didn't want to talk about this so soon on my blog... but after hearing the news about Lil Peep tonight it has me thinking.

This depression shit is no joke. Feeling like you're the only one even though you're surrounded by so many people who love you still doesn't work when your mind is constantly bringing you down into the darkest places you didn't even know about...

No one ever deserves to feel this alone.

I've struggled with depression and anxiety since high school. I was hospitaliz...

Well... my birthday was yesterday and now I'm 21.

I feel like it's necessary to share what I did. So here it is: I went crazy in the morning, broke my phone, sat in traffic, ate at a Japanese BBQ restaurant and ended my night by going to a $uicideboy$ concert. Honestly, I'm not a big fan of birthdays -- they make me feel some type of way. I wish I was like people who go all out for their birthdays... throwing huge parties, socializing, etc. But I just can't do it. The idea sounds cool but I know...

I am going to attempt to keep a 'daily' blog... meaning I will come on here and write about my day/thoughts/experiences/ideas etc. 

For now all I am thinking about is showing anybody who is interested.